This goes for a short part only. It's 11:10pm already so here it goes.

My ex-boyfriend texted me before and he said that he's suffering from an intense uneven feeling for the rest of the day. I've asked him why, knowing that I am really willing to sacrifice my time just to lend an ear for my friend.

"alam mo nahihirapan nako minsan. ang daming expectations ng mga taong nakapaligid sakin, sobrang pressured ako. gusto ko lang naman maibalik yung dating estado ng pamilya ko but still andaming kulang. parang puzzle na may kulang na piece."

I was like, :/

I made an advice. Bringing back everything's that's a worthy thing for you would be a means of long-process. Do not push yourself too much into something that'll cause you breakdown. You were thinking that there are still lots of unfulfilled things that you, yourself, wants everything to be instant.

"gusto ko na i-give up. anyway, tanggap ko na limitations ko. "

 

One thing. You don't have to please anyone. 

i was like, T.T that time :( when that conversation seems to remain hard-hitting. 

Le GUY WHO, WHAT, WHERE, WHEN. (3rd day of 366)

Ze guy, le guy. OMG. 9gag! You're just awesome! :D


Anyway, meet this friend of mine. A very bitchy friend of mine. JOKE! i love him SAGAD! :)) I'd probably say that this person significantly possessed my joy every-time Im trying to find my happiness. He's a pocket and he's a bucket of GWAPONESS. True? o.O Lol! 

Told you, he's PANGIT. He looks like BOBOCHEHE. :D He's a monster, so you need to break away from his looks. He's deceptive look will define your 2012, I GUESS!

When he's feeling blue, he redefines blue. such a redundant meaning, right!?

Anyway, I've got to be serious. I just wanted to introduce Dennis Matchimura. Such a very friendly person, always loving.

I'm totally depressed with his stern looks. Honestly, i wanna slap him! Huhuhu!


Okay. Here it goes.


W have this so called GENUINE FRIENDSHIP.It would be such a candid thought that I appreciated everything he has done for me. Dont wanna cry. Amp!


He is somebody whom I can trust on a 100 percent. I may be on trouble, having this "oh-i-hate-my-family" attitude but this guy, yeah. this guy had been a great blow for changing that means.


He offers me advices, talks to me when nobody seems to be a friend for me, understands every simple mistake i've done. After all, we are human, and we need to accept that everything would be what we want it to be. So PATIENCE AND UNDERSTANDING would be a means of ACCEPTING.


Anyway, I made a blogpost last November for his birthday. And certainly, the reason I made a blogpost again was just because of a certain thing. 
Take a look.

Dont know how to rotate the pic. Pardon.


The one's on the case was his pasalubong and the colored highlighters was his gift for Christmas :) Cute, isn't it? :P The highlighters were given last January 1, 2012. I'd never expected that I am going to receive something from him. Thank you dear! :) Ayoko pa gamitin, sayang kasi! :P may scent pa, ganun na ba ako kabaho?:( HAHAHA.


Haaaay. I can't finish my blooooog. He's so lacking responsive with the pic that i am requesting. BRRR. >.<


I think the reason behind this eraser and highlighter have some unfathomable meanings. 


Even if LIFE is the art of drawing without eraser as John W. Gardner said, we made some contrast with his quote. 


Everyone of us have some certain things that we wanna freeze the time, or maybe we need some erasers to please something. In life, in love.. sometimes you need to assure yourself holding an eraser or erasers for you to carry yourself on the next round. Highlighters on the other hand would simply means APPRECIATING everything that tightens up your life. I think, therefore, that it was denxo's reason of giving these things for me. :)


Thank you.
Thank you for everything.
Thank you for the message.
Thank you that I was able to be a part of the IMPORTANT PERSONS OF YOUR 2011. As it continues, probably, until the day that God has settled our life for a much better purpose :)


That someone who makes you a better person? I diverge with this one.
I do that because my best friend dennis inspires me to be on that way. :) Thank you Lord, for having this kind of friend that I'll treasure for the rest of my life. :)


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p.s. im goin to edit this next time. the pictures weren't uploaded. Goodnight.


Here's the pic anyway.

magkaaway yata kami. tagal kasi ng pic. good night na talaga. Haha. :D

Baby, You're a FIREWORK (1st day of 366)

Just because it's NEW YEAR "again" already (I thank God for bringing us to another 1 year of life, 2012), lemme share you my thoughts about New Year. Good vibes = HAPPY AND NEW. :) 

I'm an OPTIMIST. A follower of an optimist. I see things as utopian. It's because we are made by God as unique and we need to maximize our appreciations for everything. Thank you Lord, thank you :)

I'm an optimist because I stayed up until midnight just to see, celebrate and hug the coming New Year. Those old years, as I am about to reminisce again, would likely be a part of my shoddier times. Sad to say, but it's the veracity. Anyway, no to melancholy moments as of now, GOOD VIBES, hello :)

Here it goes.

I was the one assigned to have some preparations especially on food, OMG Foods! Literally fewds! :D Take a look.

After preparing, I was about to take a bath. I exactly suffered from migraine attack and i just thought that it would simply lessen the pain, but it's not. :( Anyway, here's my picture with one of my favorite cousin, Jacynth. A very thoughtful girl, always giving.

Ze family picture.

Ze Firework.

Now, I am going to talk about RESOLUTIONS as I remembered being discussed this since elementary.

Haha. XD Thank you Scooby Doo for making me laugh. At least, you tried even for that famous-line-of-a-scooby-doo-dog :))


Resolutions: 1. Survive apocalypse
                      2. Find a boyfriend. 

SERIOUSLY, I'm not into resolutions. It's just because I cannot assure  everyone ze fulfillment of all the things I listed. And that sort-of-a-feng-shui-thing makes me utter with a real strong sound, STOP THAT DO's and DONT'S belief! Go make your world and assure that everyone's in there were like yours! Hahaha XD 


Had this been the eve of 2011, I might have said things like:
1. I wont be late anymore.
2. Im going sexier.
3. I'll sleep as early as i can.
4. No fb addiction.
5. Brush my hair 100 times.
6. BE THRIFTY.
7. No expensive loadings.
8. Move on and let go.
9. Lazyness is a NO-NO.
10. Always blogging.


Hahaha. Is this goals? I think it's more of a petty or vapid look to consider.  


In 2012, i need to eschew this and that. (such a word that im trying to incorporate with). There are few things more promising than having any material that you just cant resist to have. One thing is , OPPORTUNITY. So, just as i thought, i need to indulge my REBIRTH even for the smallest chance of having it because we may not know when will our doomsday be. 


Goal: Be and try to be the best version of yourself. Start your day right. 


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