SORRY WON'T CHANGE THE FACT

I never find it sincere.
Too habitual.
EPIC. 
Yuh. as always, you're always doing something appalling, then suddenly.. 'twas just a SORRY away. THAT WORD IS A TRASH! Asdfghjkl!%&$^*%&!


Do you ever wish that you should've done that? do you find yourself remorseful for what it has caused me? You do'nt have it in mind that you'll be doing the best just to prove you're sorry. For God's sake, i hate this feeling! :(


Sorry is an apology. Meaning, you're sorry, you mean it, and you won't do that again. HOW COME! 'Twas very redundant. You say sorry, I forgive. You say sorry, I forgive. You say sorry, I FORGAVE YOU FOR THE nth TIME YOU KNOW! T.T


I'm always trying to have my feelings validated for that word, but it's just nonsense. Why? If you're really a FRIEND to me, then you will not be doing anything that will disenchant me. Everyone has to experience that kind of a childish-fight-with-a-special-friend. But hey, I am more matured. I did developed my disposition in life. I just can't bear everything. HINDI AKO YUNG TAONG KELANGAN UMAGREE SA LAHAT NG PAGKAKAMALI MO :(


Try to redress. Try to understand that time is priceless. Try at least, understand a FRIEND.


I still have this distrust. It's up to you whether you'll wait or not. 

Undoubtedly Relishing Memoirs :)

Well, for a matter of SIBLINGS.. i really don't believe that by accident of birth makes people be sisters and brothers. It's on the matter of mutuality, a condition where FRIENDSHIP be existent.


Facebook has a great influence from everyone of us. Even as young as 6 years old came to have an account, right? And even, us, students, spend too much time facebooking. Waking up, facebooking, breakfast, going to school (and if the school affords to have a WIFI connection, ,it's a necessity that we must bring our laptops just to update our account, even phones would really be), lunch, school again, going home, Facebook again, dinner, off to bed, sleep, and DREAM about facebook. Lolx. Such a waste of time. Hahaha XD


Since, 'twas probably 2009 when i got my first account of that very popular social network.. I have had assured you that i gained friends. Yea. That's the foremost intention of facebook, (while on the other side, mark zuckerasdfghj***s*t gained and still gaining profit from users) C'mon! If you just know how rich he was right now :))


Anyway, I am going to introduce my sissy, baby sis and kapatid.
 here.

 I've known Nikka Carcabuso, sissy (center) since I was on High School, she was Rachel's elementary classmate. :)  I just know her by name, we never met up. She has a very striking personality, she's very attractive, i really love her beauty of outside and beauty of stance. Take note of that. She has a benevolent mom, therefore.. she indeed inherited everything from her mom. :)




Same with Joyce Dalisay, baby sis (right) for i can remember, she's my friend on the has-been-famous-before social network, Friendster. She's a great sister. Has also the stunning personality. Loved by many, loved by me. :) a great sister, always goin positive. :)




 and Rey Daniel Contreras, kapatid (left), has a fetching personality too. Super handsome guy, an altar boy. Always there when you needed him, very wholesome to everybody especially to his friends. :)

us!

November 5, 2011. Marked on the calendar. We planned for a get-together. *cross fingers 'twas. Yes. We premeditated for so long, and Yuh! It happened! Thank you Lord :) Finally, I met sissy Nikka already. I made a huge hug for her! such a blissful start of the day :D

We walked and walked with smile on our faces. Yea! We dont know where to go, just enjoying each company. :)

All for one, one for all, the fun we have, the laughters we shared, just till the end :D

We walked-off through Citimart Island Mall, up until we had reached the last floor. We have just took the weigh of our feet. there. TALAGANG DUMAYO PA! :D Lol. :)) Then, our story-teller, sissy, took the first move to tell everything about precious things she had. The Germany, the haughty guy, her mom, and her ever crush, 2pm korean group. 'Twas fun, indeed. We giggle every time there's a *tooooot interpretation of sissy. KAMI-KAMI LANG NAKAKAALAM, BLEEEEH :P the star magic, the KAMI PA PERO NAGMOMOVE ON NA AKO moment, the vagabond guy from Paris, so on and so forth. :))

Kidding aside, we are really excited for the Christmas break. Yea. It happened that we want some gift exchange for Christmas. Okay. We need ballpen and paper for BUNUTAN :)) i had put the name and rolled it off, we tossed the 4 pieces rolled paper (from sissy's receipt). Asdfghjkl! we picked our own names for the first try! Hahahaha. It happened that it's never effective if we'll just toss it, it's bcoz we really remembered how we rolled the paper we had picked before. Hahahaha. Baby sis would just stare at kapatid's paper, MADAYA! :))

Picture taking before leaving Citimart. 

Yes. FEWDS. We are really starving from that one great experience of giggling. Lol. So we planned on going to Robinsons for good. :) We had seen the place of Picture City, so sissy suggested that we should have some picture takings there. 'twas fun and notable for us! Here's the shots. :)

class picture, JOKE!

SUPERB Mcdo! :))

family picture! lolx :D

mahinhin post :D

artistahin post :D teleserye as requested by the photographer :))

Great. We had waited the development of picture for 30 mins. And guess, we should spend that time for munching. Yea. IROG! The LSS time of us! Spaghetti and the mango ice cream was our tripped. SUPER BUSOG! :) It's worth the penny. 

Here's our remembrance from the resto.

Last but not the least, we planned to have anklets for remembrance but we can't just find an appropriate one so we decided to have ballers for good :)

EVERYTHING WAS FUN. EVERYTHING WAS NOTABLE. EVERYTHING WAS WONDERFUL. EVERYTHING WAS A BLESSING FROM GOD. :)

Thank you Lord for letting us have the time! I love you sissy, baby sis, kapatid! :)

 Our siblings.  They resemble us just enough to make all their differences confusing, and no matter what we choose to makeof this, we are cast in relation to them our whole lives long.  ~Susan Scarf Merrell

BUBU CHACHA: The Best Part of My Childhood (A Story of Friendship)

I dunno why it happened that i forced myself to bring up to mind the title of my favorite cartoon, BUBU CHACHA. well, gotta have some credit for bebe tine (Xtine Tecson)  for reminding me of the title. :D


For some reason, this anime/cartoon series taught me of so many priceless things. From my 18 years of existence, it definitely had boost up my entire disposition. Yuh. I feel like im gonna cry for I am yearning from this already.


I am going to provide you the background of the series. Thank you WIKIPEDIA for the information :)


The real title of this is "I LOVE BUBU CHACHA". a cartoon series about a little boy, Randy, whose dog, Chacha, died in an accident and was reincarnated into a living toy car. Each episode is told like a chapter of a storybook, where Randy learns valuable life lessons alongside his lifelong friend Chacha. Randy meets several friends in his day to day adventure.

CHARACTERS: (THE MAIN)
 Randy Rand(Buddy): A highly curious 3-year old boy who matures through his experiences and friendship with ChaCha. His interest lies in everything he sees, and learning about anything excites him.

ChaCha: Randy's best friend, guardian and teacher. Don't let looks fool you, ChaCha is a dog although he looks like a toy car. ChaCha & Randy love each other, and like to go out to make new friends.

I have had recalled of the song. I did found the lyrics! HOORAY!

Here:

BuBu ChaCha, BuBu ChaCha
Ha! Looking where, here and there
All around, everywhere
You will see if you dare
World so full of wonder, right in front of you
So don’t be shy, why not try, open up to something new

Come be, with me, a million secrets waiting to be seen
The sounds of your footsteps will, thunder in your dreams

BuBu ChaCha, BuBu ChaCha
Hey! Roll around, tippy tippy, ruff ruff, snuggle snuggle, rumble rumble, boom shabay
World so full of wonder, waiting there for you
Hey! In the sky, way up high, from the out to inside
On the ground, all round, so much there to be found
Have some fun, jump and run
BuBu ChaCha will be there

BUBU CHACHA WILL BE THERE :D

I scoured around the internet just to find the lyrics. :) This song started my blast from the past. LSS? :))


a FRIEND is someone who will never give up on you. This define Chacha. :)) He is the one you can depend on. the one who upkeeps you everyday, stick by your side when you're lonesome, helps when you're miffed, and the one that you can't live without. 


Thank you Lord for giving me the chance to live up with Bubu Chacha. 
NOSTALGIA is the word :">

Roll around, tippy tippy, ruff ruff, snuggle snuggle, rumble rumble, boom shabay.  YOU WILL BE FOREVER REMEMBERED :)

I believe in GOOD-BYE

Don't know how to start this one. I can say I'm too dramatic for blogging about my non-biological grandpa. (i just consider him as one. he has been a part of my everyday since I was in second year high school)

One that defines and has been the clearest memories I had with him is the 5second-just-staring-with-him-while-lolo-is-having-fun-with-his-bestfriend-coffee moment.

So taking into another account, I was too depressed about my Accounting subjects. T'was like I'm really doomed, I'm gibberish, I need to make myself being prisoned at the house, like this like that.

A few days ago, I had planned to go malling. (for this is my anti-depressant). Expected that I am going to see Lolo from their house, HE WAS NOT THERE. Instead, I saw a strange stand with a name. I was really afraid and guilt-ridden. I never had the chance to confirm the thing that bothers me. I kept on being serene.

Now. SATURDAY. I was really premeditated. I totally had forgotten my concern on Lolo. Reaching out the cemetery, (on ride with a tricycle) I saw a picture of him on the back of the car. I saw a casket. I saw the veracity. He's gone. Yes. HE'S GONE. :( It was never an easy target for me. I'm suffering from guilt, indeed. I felt sorry and I had nothing to do with it. I can't turn back time.

I believe in good bye because I BELIEVE IN GOD. At first, I can't bear the thought of my emotion bottling up and just erupting. There is the word ACCEPTANCE. We cannot denunciate anyone especially God. He's just lending this life we have.

Let it go. Let it be. Let God.

P.S. I will miss the staring moments Lolo. Even though I didnt have the chance to know your name, I'll just call you an angel from God. Be on peace. :)

Employing the language of ACCEPTANCE.

"All i do is to accept people." 

Everyone. 

Don't you think this would be appropriate? Should it always be applied? 

We, as persons, bearing the democratic state were somehow establishing this, nonetheless.. there are also people whose conforming with their's. This is not a peculiar thing but the reality speaks for it.

Ugh. The art of psychotheraphy sucks. 

Accepting the veracity of our personality really would greatly enhance ourselves especially when it comes to relationships but it doesn't mean that we're capable of accepting everything. 

Yes. Acquiescence is a different matter people. Well, i was like I'm putting myself in the place of Jesus. He was forsaken and condemned for our sins. He ACCEPTED THE CONSEQUENCE without hesitation. He died. And from that, everyone who redeems will be ACCEPTED. Such a great word, eh? Very potent.

Sometimes, I felt compelled by bursting out my side of opinion.. No one is perfect so, the word ACCEPTANCE is indeed existing.

We people accept each other by LISTENING and not about JUST HEARING. That's the big difference. 

By chance, that should be LISTENING WITHOUT JUDGING. This would be the very best definition of ACCEPTANCE.

Let us employ "door-openers" for everyone.